Today, im realize that im always in a bad feeling. Always in blue mood. Im always feel not comfident and worried in everything im doing. Just a small thing to the big thing. That make me stuck or afraid that everything im try to do. Im also very bad in english. Im feel that english is not my world. I just study english in the scholl and stop to using the english went im work. Now im back to the education situation.
Im push my self to improve my english. The way im do is not practical to me. Im not consistant to read english book, i buy and do the excercise in english book like at scholl but for a short time only. So i go for the class. Im pay and i must go to learn every monday and wednesday. So i think this the way i can start to used english. To using english in my life. Sometimes went we push our self to do the think we dont like, it become or change to habit, from that habit we keep doing the same thing. When we keep do the same thing, it become change dislike to like.
Im also very agree with my friends talk about me. Im argue that im nnot try to speak. Im just listen what others talk but not to try give my on opinion. Easy to read but not easy to understand. Easy to hear but not easy to reply what others say. Im also dont know what happen to my life now. At scholl im a pidato person, very active in activity, always be a conductor or ''mc'' in the program at scholl. I can talk or handle the public. But now im change it. Im become a shy person. Not confident to talk. My confident level very low.
I think i become a old person. That make me slow down and become a patient person. More listen and little talk. Im not active and young blood now. But all may friends willing to help me to change my self. Give me more advice, more motivation, and support to me. They are very kind person in my life that i know. Im very proud to know them.
What ever the other person say. More important thing is come from my self. Im must change my self. Build up my confident level, speak what ever i want to say, dont shy and keep trying always. I want to wish my thankful to all my english classmate that to open my mind today. Hopefully this barakah ramadhan can give wonderful life and one thousand one expression good emotion.
